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HELLO EVERYONE (:

hahaa! today was and is going to be my best day of the week! <3! because the rest of the week is going to be spent lazing around at home/ staring at my silly computer screen not knowing what to do about my pga proposal ):

so THANK YOU cherylw denise and vinna darlings for making today so fun and happy (: haha KBOX HOHO never fails to make me happy haha and michelle called me a kbox haha so cherylw said hi too! hoho I MISS YOU DARLING COME BACK SOON OKAY <3!

and then after that denise vinna and i went to watch xmen OMG I LOVE SHAWN ASHMORE <3 hahaahahaaa! i think shawns are generally shuai :) haha it's the first out of all the xmen series i watched haha >< and i like it hoho! because of ICEMAN :D and he and his girlfriend are so sweet la please!

kbox and movies are LOVE LOVE LOVE (:

haha friends are the most precious things you get out of guiding hoho! and proposals are the most hated things! ><

AFTER WAITING FOR ONE WEEK I GOT MY EPISODE 16 AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER! WEEK FOR EPISODE 17 I CAN'T WAIT!

erqi and kelan are so cute together! 'ru guo ni zai bang wo, wo chi zao hui ai shang ni de <3'

and yayy silly anna finally returned me my yitiantulongji! so i can start watching it tonight (:

DO YOU KNOW I FINISHED THE WHOLE OF HUANZHUGEGE IN THREE DAYS >< haha and now i cant wait for jolyn to come back so i can get my part two haha!

okay i'm going to watch zhaomin and wuji now (: BYEE (:

haha yayy i am happy! because yesterday my dear darling sec ones got enrolled! and this is the earliest enrolment we've had in a long long time because every year it's usually after june la!

and now it's nice and early and it's a nice end to the first semester

and i survived without michelle my darling haha! even though i was sad and depressed and sulking around for a while but after that i got happier when i saw everyone in the horseshoe formation and i saw the recruits saying their honour and reciting their promise

I PROMISE TO DO MY BEST. these six words just mean so much.

and then we had post enrolment party/ concert YAYY I LIKE :D

and then we got PGA results :X they cut out so many people lah! like from 71 cut until 16! woah. but FIVE came from our school okay! so YAYY (:

and then today was the briefing for PNO hahaa all the people are so nice and cute! haha i'm in charge of tent pitching imagine teaching recruits how to tent pitch Oo hahaa we're all going to have a hard time ): and i'm camp commandant too which is even more work hoho ): but i guess it'll be lots of fun and a whole new experience

MICHELLE I CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO COME BACK I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU! hahaa!

and it's the first day of the holidays so exciting! haha i need to do my holiday schedule soon haha i'm super busy la! pga is like Oo!

and after the silly briefing [which made me miss kboxing by the way!] i went shopping with anna and jolyn hoho! yayyy SHOPPING MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND :D

haha oh no i really am getting into the habit of liking to pon school hahaa! like today we were forced to go down for science fair again! so while waiting for nard i wrote all my enrolment notes >< haha and then jolyn and i were reading our handmaid's tale. then after that we were just making a fool of ourselves haha we went to look at nicholas tan's booth! and nard's feelings came back again :D and we were trying to make a love note for him from her out of our brochure haha it was super funny and self amusing la IF YOU WANT TO SEE IT JUST ASK ME :D

haha and then as usual we ate a lot :D

haha enrolment's tomorrow ohcool! i think jolyn and i might want to go down tomorrow again :D so exciting!


and this is badbadbad i have to wait ONE WEEK for episode 16 and i like yekelan A LOT A LOT A LOT! i want to see more of her!

and michelle tan ): tomorrow i'm going to be so sad and depressed and stressed without you and then for like the first half of june hols i have no one to call and scream at when i have lots of stuff to do ): and i bet tomorrow i'll somehow stress myself out until i cry or something again! and i can't beieve you're leaving me alone for like TWO WEEKS. and i'm only leaving you along for what four days! HMPHH ): YOU BETTER BUY LOTS AND LOTS OF STUFF FROM COLORADO FOR ME AND NOT EAT IT UP LIKE WHAT YOU DID TO MY GIANT LOLIPOP FROM AUSTRALIA AND TO MY ROCKY ROAD TOO!

YAYY (: the term is ending I CANT WAIT FOR HOLS!

hahaa anyway my life is getting more exciting (:

haha on monday we wanted to go for hiphop lessons but the class was postponed so we went for jazz instead hoho! it's cool lahh1

and then i waited ONE WHOLE WEEK for episode 15 to come out! and and to my disappointment xiaobei and yasi didn't kiss! like it ended with them standing outside the phone booth staring at each other. and the kiss was INSIDE the phone booth! and so i have to wait for another week ):

hahaa and and ponning school i fun haha! but the science fair was so boring lah! the best things about it was haha NICHOLAS TAN hoho NARDNARD TSKTSK ><

and felicia chin and julian hee are just so cute! it's so sad she goes into a coma after he like just proposed to her on monday ):

haha anywayy HOLIDAYS (: GSS WITH CHERYL WONG haha KHAOLAK trip and basically time for me to catch up with everyone yayy!

okayy BACK TO YOUTUBE HOHO (:

hmmm i didnt like yesterday at all. okay maybe i did like seeing the sec twos being happy (: and smiling and having fun doing singer's badge.
but i didn't like the rest one bit. and if not for self control i would have let the tears down my cheek.
and michelle! i really dont know ): and it's all going to end in two months time ): i really really really dont know dont know dont know ):
but after that i slept a lot (: and met cherylw at yakun to eat french and kaya toast then go for interview.

haha i think all we can do now is laugh the interview off >< !

and i had my lunch at like four plus five only lah please. so owells.

and i LOVE CHERYLWONG MY DARLING I CAN'T WAIT FOR GSS TO GO SHOPPING WITH YOU haha i can't believe you saw that as ggs just now haha well AT LEAST THE INTERVIEWS OVER :D

now i can watch YOUTUBE again haha!

I WANT I WANT I WANT EPISODE FIFTEEEEN!

AND AND DO YOU KNOW WITH A SAD FACE AND TWO YAWNS I CAN GET A TEAR TO ROLL DOWN MY CHEEK :D i have improved lahh!

ahhh! it's our pga interview tomorrow :S

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE SEC FOURS GOING TOMORROW!

and yayy so many people like aqmfs now! <3!

haha (:

YAYY DIDNT YOU ALL LOVE THE JOLYN AND YIJUN SECRET RECIPE COOKIES YESTERDAY HOHOHO! (: even though they killed your teeth BUT IT'S OUR LOVE IN THE COOKIES THAT MELT YOUR HEART I'M SUREE!

and >< i'm really addicted to youtube! whywhywhy don't such nice guys exist ever ohno i'm really never ever going to get a boyfriend because he has to be able to say nice sweet lines! i bet boys NEVER ever say such sweet mushy lines to a girl like mingdao and shaowei say to qiaoqiao in aqmfs, or like julian hee to felicia chin in the 9 oclock show!

and i really love the songs in that show haha! but today bob jolyn princess and i just couldnt sing it cos we couldnt remember the various tunes! haha and we must practise crying like taps haha our crying competition was interrupted by ms hoo coming in and i'm sure she would have been mortified to see us crying if we succeeded haha! soon we'll become pro cry-ers and actresses and good dancers and singers HAHAA if we keep up our crying competitions, and go for singing and dancing classes HAHAA ><

and aqmfs! haha STUPID JOLYN KHOO HOW CAN YOU JUMP SHIP TO PRINCESS'S AND XUZIQIAN'S SIDE! luckily i have bob with me haha! even though xuziqian is nice MINGDAO IS STILL THE BEST HOHO (:

andand i can't wait for next monday! JULIAN HEE PROPOSES TO FELICIA CHIN NATTAY YOU BETTER NOT BE THIS LOUSY TOOT AND WATCH THE EPISODE OKAY SO MONDAY NIGHT I CAN CALL YOU AND SCREAM ABOUT IT WITH YOU MY DARLING AGAIN (: AND WE MUST SHOPSHOPSHOP SOON HOHO LOVEEEELAYY (:

and haha GUIDESS don't miss me tomorrow! because you won't see me haha! nard and jolyn and i have our ysf competition so haha i'm very sorry my dalring princess for abandoning you but you will abandon me next friday anywayy so >< we're even haha just like how i wasn't around during camp and you weren't around for the wed before aa! i hope you survive through tomorrow just fine but it should be okay because i wrote you a long list of reminders already :D

and and PGA INTERVIEWS ARE IN LIKE THREE/FOUR DAYS SCARYSCARYSCARY! but i think i'm so much more intellectual now HAHAHAAA ><

okay i'm going back to do my frivolous stuff like watching ai qing mo fa shi <3 <3 <3! and haha i shan't tell you what other frivolous stuff i do haha if not ><

MING DAO <3 FELICIA CHIN <3 JULIAN HEE <3!

YAYY I HAD LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN TODAY AND YESTERDAY (:

HAHA kbox yesterday with giraffe and michelle and aileen! haha it was damn funny lahh we were all equally late and even though we were supposed to meet at 11 am we all reached promptly at 11.40 (: haha so no one was annoyed haha!

and and on the bus on my way to cine THEY WERE REPLAYING THURSDAY'S EPISODE OF THE NINE O CLOCK SHOW so i saw felicia chin! and julian hee hug once again (: FELICIA CHIN <33! hoho!

haha and kbox rocks please haha! GIRAFFE LIKES TO MAKE HER FUNNY WU ZHONGXIAN VOICE it's actually quite cool haha! and they allowed us to stay overtime by like 45 minutes haha!

and after that i bought adidas shorts haha electric blue ones even though michelle was saying i should buy red ones so they look like 'hong nei ku'! haha ><

and then we went to mini toons and i bought sweets!

haha and michelle and i got free drinks from giraffe cos giraffe is like damn lousy la haha! because aileen and i got lost from michelle and giraffe, so they made a bet so the person who spots us first will win a drink from the other person and giraffe is so not sharp she lost ><

and then giraffe and i got lost from the two of them later so i made the same bet with giraffe, and despite her having a vertical advantage over me >< she lost! hahaa (:

and then we took a long long long train ride to the airport to see jo off so fun lahh please! because when we were there we bluffed her that we were sorry that we couldnt see her off because we were at kbox. then we got her location from mel, and then five minutes later we appeared single file behind her and gave her a pleasant surprise (: haha

and then after that we went to popeye's for dinner and then to burger king to discuss pga but haha giraffe and aileen were just grossing us out with their straw thing so well haha

then after that i went to nard's house for our smp sleepover thing. haha (: and as usual at like twelve we had supper WEDGES HOHO I LOVE NARD AND NARD'S HOUSE AND NARDS FOOD THE MOST ><

and we slept at two plus AREN'T ALL OF YOU OUT THERE JEALOUS? YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU? >< BECAUSE JOLYN AND I SLEPT ON THE HEAD PREFECT'S BED HAHAHAA (:

and i woke up with disgusting eye bags haha and then we had to go for the fps lecture >< I REALLY WANT TO GO TO AUSTRALIAAAA!

and then after that hoho i went to jolyn's house to bake damn fun lahh! although we like caused her house to have a power trip >< and forgot to buy eggs >< we put milk instead and haha HEY PRESTO YOU GET THE JOLYN AND YIJUN SPECIAL RECIPE COOKIES (: haha with yummy chocolate centres PRINCESS BOB JIAKANG RACH AJ SABBY QUEENIE you get yummy cookies on monday (:

and now i'm at home after i just bathed after using my exercise machine and burned TWO HUNDRED calories okay! haha and i'm going for a yummy mother's day dinner where the two hundred calories lost goes all back again haha!

and the counter is sadd boohoohoo ): JUMPY JUMPY JUMP MORE HAHA!

AHHH i don't know how to describe this week!

like we had all the stupid tests. like maths on monday. which was haha okay lahh. then chem yesterday which was worse than maths. then bio today which was terrible terrible terrible! like when the paper ended i was like hyperventilating and i had this terrible heartdrop feeling like how i feel before i run any kind of race ><

and like on wednesday ): we found out that jo is leaving for cambodia tomorrow! !!! ): I LIKE JO SO MUCH although she's so retarded she's damn nice JO! ): and then like yesterday i followed her to collect photos then she took mrt with me to aljunied. then at kallang i received a call that totally ruined my day/week whatever then she was so nice she didn't get off at aljunied she followed me all the way to kembangan then she took train back lahh! and then like she was saying nice stuff to me all the way to make me feel better if not for her i would have cried in the mrt like how i did two years ago and everyone in the mrt probably thought that i like broke up with my boyfriend or something like that.

OMG I LOVE JO <3! and then after she comes back from cambodia she's going to go to america how tragic!! ): ):

but the week's about to get better i hope (: like tomorrow there's kbox! and then hoho tomorrow's going to be fun and meaningful (:

and like the weekend just is, in general (:

and on the bright side, now that the freaking tests are over, i get to watch my felicia chin and julian hee more (: and youtube too (:

NATTAY DARLING DALRING NATTAY (: I LOVE YOU TO A MILLION BITS AND PIECES AND I'M SURE YOU KNOW THAT thank god for you to hyperventilate about felicia chin and julian hee with me! haha (: and talking to you last night made me happy happy happy too! (: you don't have to worry because YOU COME IN TOPS IN MY FAVOURITE JUNIORS LIST AND YOUR PLACE IS SECURED NO ONE CAN TAKE IT AWAY (: i love you love you love you a lot even though you still haven't given me my AA letter, even though you never gave me cookies after you dropped those in the longkang, and even though you shua yue on me that day (: I LOVE YOU ALMOST AS MUCH AS I LOVE FELICIA CHIN HEEHEE :D

JULIAN HEE AND FELICIA CHIN! he cut his hand holding the knife blade with his bare hand, cos he was trying to save feliciachin, so feliciachin decided to buy him a meal at sakae! and he couldn't use his hand to eat soba. so feliciachin fed him. then he asked "do you think we look like a couple?" "no i look more like a mother trying to feed you." then blahblah

"scars will fade with time."
"but haven't you heard that scars on palms will never fade, and will only become palm lines. that means you and me will be tied together forever."
"who wants to be tied to me forever huh."
"i do."

haha that was from nattay's blog hoho! and then yesterday was when he gave her some postcard thing with a picture of his scar and wrote something like how she gave him a love line that will stay there till eternity and they went out together and went back to the police station holding hands (: and and then he bought her sandwiches and milk and then fed her :D

and then today today OMG (: actually they like fought lahh then so sad ): then after that right he left her three notes on her seat to apologize to her!

'i'm sorry because i know i was in the wrong and i made you angry.'
'i'm sorry, because i want to see you smile again'
'i'm sorry because i love you ...'

AHHHH OMG (: then she still dont want to forgive him so he bought computers for the kids in the orphanage to surprise her !! AHHH (: and then like she let him hold her hand again (:

HAHA I THINK I'LL NEVER EVER FIND A BOYFRIEND unless he does such nice sweet things for me which will probably never happen ): unless i have a boyfriend who reads my blog archives next time haha! ><

I AM GOING TO MISS JO SO MUCH SO MUCH ): JOOOOOOOOJOOOOOOOOO! ):

hoho it's a really cluttered title! and i can't believe i'm blogging when i'm supposed to be like studying bio! >< but i can't help it i need an outlet haha!

AI QING MO FA SHI stupid michelle tan you stupid princess you got me and jolyn hooked on it! and i really like ye ke lan i hope she ends up with xu zi qian haha! ohno i can't wait for bio to be over then i'll spend my weekend watching it (:

AND THE NINE O CLOCK SHOW AHHHHHH I REALLY LIKE FELICIA CHIN AND JULIAN HEE TOGETHER THEY'RE SUCH A HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT COUPLE! and they were so cute today lahh! because he saved her from being molested so his hand got cut then she had to feed him dinner and he was trying to hint like mad haha! so cute and FELICIA CHIN MY LOVEEEEE (:

AHHHH i think it's so cute for:

a. couples to know each other since they were super young like qing mei zhu ma
b. couples to walk on bridges at night togethr :D felicia and julian!
c. couples to play go beaches together and walk along the sand line
d. couples to haha somehow end up together by like funny incidents FELICIA AND JULIAN :D
e. couples to feed each other and the guy to carry the bag for the girl!

OHNO HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO STUDY BIO IN THIS STATE ):

FELICIA CHIN IS LOVEEEEEEEEE.

haha i shall blog about queenie's birthday party after bio (: i'm going to abstain from the computer for the next two days :D i hope (:

hello!

it's been one week since AA was over and this time last week i think we were either playing 'the ...est' or doing our dance ><

haha ooh i miss AA ):

and zhiyang is dating khim so HOHO athena chew is my new boyfriend hoho! <3! MY BOYFRIEND IS SO MUCH MORE GAO DA WEI MENG THAN YOURS CLARA [MICHELLE]! NEHNEH ><

haha and today batch lunch or somewhat again haha! 14 of us yayy!

and then we had mock interview with mel and jo haha! it's damn funny lahh jo is so much like giraffe everytime i look at her i laugh hoho >< but woah it's scary there are like 71 applicants this time Oo which means many will be cut so scary! ):

haha this is so annoyingly strange/funny everytime i keep blogging about guides stuff it has pervaded my life so much!

so on to other things!

YAYY tomorrow queenie has a birthday party! i remember our pact at the beginning of the year to celebrate each other's birthdays <3! so funn like queenie's tomorrow will be the third birthday we're celebrating! YAYY barbecue! but haha queenie has a gas barbecue-er so michelle and i can't put our guides firelighting skills to use haha! but well I CAN'T WAIT SO FUN <3!

then today after the briefing i went walking around with cherylwong my love <3! i think i haven't gone out in ages and there are so many people i want to go out with still!

OH the 9 o clock show is starting i'm going to go off! watching it, felicia chin has inspired me to volunteer at an orphanage long term like later in the year when i'm much more free! but during june holidays we're doing the child at street 11 thing so cool!

haha i think i'm such a nice helpful person! >< in june i'm going with sabrina sherry jolyn and blondie to Khao Lak to do community work and teach the kids there! so meaningful right! and that is while my family is holidaying in Melbourne or something can! but it's okay because at the end of the year i'm going with my daddy to dubai and egypt! PYRAMIDS (: AND MUMMIES oO!

TODAY I WAS HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY (:

but i was sad about two things.

1. HOW CAN ADRIANO BE GOING STEADY WITH CLARA LIKE Oo ohno why does he have such bad taste she's like ugly with BIG eyebags and she can't sing ): MY ADRIANOO ):

2. FELICIA CHIN RECOVERED FROM HER CHICKEN POX so i can't give make her a get well soon card and get karen to pass it to her anymore! ): and so if like 8 days interviews her and asks her like what was the sweetest thing her fan ever did for her she can't like say, oh when i had chicken pox, my fan gave me a get well soon card! ): and it would be silly to give her a 'i'm glad you recovered' card right! ):

ohwell i hope she falls sick again soon then i can give her a card haha! ><

anywayy today i was HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY because haha after school michelle and i went to the guides table and saw aileen krystal and giraffe and so we went for lunch together YAYY (:

actually it was supposed to be like a pga prep session but it turned out more to be a crappy session HAHA >< and it was so fun lahh! from haha the satay to the cookie :D and the pictures and the outings and all the crap haha i think we were making a fool out of ourselves at subway but HOHO it was funn! and haha our fake adriano likes KHIM more right? :D

and today hmm michelle showed me something that got us thinking. and we spent a long long long time thinking about it okay! like during recess and after school at subway there! and we decided that the most successful thing that we can do by the end of our term is bond the sec twos. Like because we're glad that at least many of them love guides now righttt! (: haha and so we'll be the MOST successful CLs ever if we get them bonded (:

haha and so we were like thinking and brainstorming we thought of so many ideas haha (: haha SENTOSA (:

): would you call being in denial that AA's over withdrawal symptoms? haha

like my dear darling michelle, i was reading everyone's blogs, from sec 1s to sec 4s, and reading the long chain of mails from our batch, and reading some of my AA letters and the tears just kept rolling down ):

boohoo i don't want to accept the fact that AA's over POOF ): all the months of preparations all over over over after friday night ):

but that night it showed me what BATCH LOVE is. as we were crying and hugging and praying for the rain to stop, as we were helping each other with the dance throughout, with all the different committees, i think it's only at such events when we truly realise how much we need one another. like during rural hike last year and at camp.



and it also showed me the unity of the BIG GUIDING FAMILY (: from the sec 4s mopping up the amphi, the sec twos, the sec ones, the sec threes, and even the YAs joined in. and when i saw that i was so touched i wanted to cry too.

and in the hall, although the silly rain dampened our spirits, seeing everyone's beaming faces put a smile on my face too.

so THANK YOU everyone for helping to make AA a success <3

though BOOHOO i don't want it to be over ):


i realised that this picture disappeared from my previous entry haha ME CUTTING CAKE WITH MEL <33 AND JO <33 (:


and tomorrow all you guides will see this on the board :D

Dear Guides,

HOORAY AA 2006 was a success! THANK YOU EVERYONE for all the HARD WORK AND THE EFFORT put into making it SUCH A BLAST! (:

MANY THANKS to the following people:

** The GLAM RECRUITS for dancing with great ENTHUSIASM and for SMILING LOTS :D

** The 30 sec 2s in the GUARD OF HONOUR for standing in position for ONE WHOLE HOUR while waiting for the GOH’s arrival!

** The USHERS who were very smartly dressed and walked up and down in HEELS ushering people around (:

** The HELPERS in all the committees like banner, souvenirs, structure, props and décor, for all the HARD WORK!

** The sec 3 REFRESHMENTS people for the YUMMY FOOD (:

** The AA COMMITTEE ICs for their dedication to making AA turn out GOOD- preparation for AA started way back in January! (:

**The ACTRESSES AND EMCEES without whom there would be no AA (:

AND LASTLY, EVERYONE AND EVERYONE for the ENTHUSIASM and EXCITEMENT on Friday night that went a long way in making AA 2006 so WONDERFUL (:

We hope that you all had fun and have gained a lot from this in one way or another! And MOST IMPORTANTLY, REMEMBER! At the end of the walk of fame, it is not the fame that truly matters, BUT THE WALK.

WE LOVE YOU ALL! <3

LOVE, CLs


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